“I hope one day you’re as happy as you’re pretending to be.”
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Okays, my friends of all the gender spectrum~


System is gonna be more busy than we usually are, thanks to Jake, our most frequent fronting guy, and Alex, who have managed to secure us a part time job at Leon Restaurant.

This is a massive step for all of us, because quite frankly a year or so ago, there would have been no way in hell that we’d have been able to get this, due to basic mental instability and dysfunction within the system. Now though, we’re not self harming on the outside, we’re kicking eating disordery stuff’s ass, communication within the system is a bit better and certain people have realised that they don’t need to punish or hurt me to keep me safe, and they don’t need to hurt my body or things like that. People who might hurt the body are under strict watch, and my personal mood stuff is a lot better. Yay mindfulness! I still get bad days, yes. But that’s one reason why I’m lucky to be surrounded by people that love and support me, in and out.

Everything seems to be kind of going good right now, excluding my housing situation. Which is brilliant.

Fingers crossed.

Here is an update on me. ^~^ xx

I have been being looked after by Jake (www.poisonand.tumblr.com) and Johelle but I’m okay. ^~^ I have news~

And I have lost 6 followers in my absence. Oh. u___u

Hello friends, I am alive.


im a really affectionate person once you get past my 5 layers of shyness, awkwardness, fear, vague dislike, and loneliness

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